am i being stupid ?
i feeling sad .. i alway walk behind her silently .. watching her back .. feeling about her ..
i close moi eye again .. n open it .. i know she's gone in moi eye ..
i look forward to see her .. but maybe ..
im crying when i put th ring ..
n walk back sadly .. i see th sky .. when im alone . i cant feel .. cant feel anything )':
what am i doing ? what am i cuming back jus becus of her ..
becus ily ...
I tot i going be alone ..
ytd moi family susprised mee ..
thank alot (: ily eu all
Are eu going be okay without mee ?
do euu noe ..
ther alot alot alot of tins i wanted to tell eu face to face ..
becus i trust euu ...
do eu really love mee ?
every night i thinking abt eu ..
thinking what to do n help euu ..
why should u suffer in this kind of way becus of him ...
not worth it at all .. not at all ..
i alway crying when i felt im useless .. i couldnt do anything to help
i wanted to beat hym ...
but i was drunk .. i kip follow hym ..
untill i noe he stay at block 149 .. marsiling ..
i went bck home silently .. telling myself to calm down ..
wanted to faint .. but i bear with it ..all th way bck home ..
he's shamless .. bastard ...
i ever seen ..
why is euu being hurt ? why? ..
Ytd moi BirdDay lerh !!!! xD wakakakaka
night time went to have dinner with moi family , quan didi , Ahli Jie , moi aunt and mani other lurh -.-
quite lot of ppl xD
Got BBQ too at yishun ther .. block 769
Aunt cook mani mani mani mani mani Nice food lurh ..
can say around 25+ ppl attend moi bday party :D
Got tym i upload th picture let eu all see xD !!
wahahahaha
Around 3am + all went home .. den i off to sleep
Jus now 10+ moi aunt call mi up ._.
Fix her bedroom .. Lols siah .. th king size so big i alone move here n ther ..
bth ): th size is lyk weight of a 100kg man T.T
Then went to have a shower n ate roti prata for moii breakfast haas (:
3 more day i leaving leh !
So excited to be back to taiwan .. miss ther xD moi housee ~ ahma !! and moi friend !!
and of course moii working place hair salon ! Dino Salon ROARRRRRRRR
nOW CURRENLTY DOING NOTHING YAH (:
Got 1 game is having a update yeah ..
must deng lorh .. deng dao 1pm jiu can play le :p
that all ..
I dun think i will update seldon .. going be real busy le ^^
Sorry didnt update ..
Moii com spoil a few day ago ):
Ytd jus fix it (: Now can update le ..
Ytd shagua put a brown plastic bad on moii floor ..
as i cant leave moi house .. cause repairing lappy -.-'' with moi friends ..
so moi other friend help mee go take n pass it to mee ..
(:
im touched n very happy ..
everything she do i will cherish it .. esp th ring (:
her percious thing .. actually couldnt accept it . her percious tin mahs ..
but i dun wan her to sad .. i promise her i will take good care of it ..
ytd nitez ..
moi dad fecth me to moii aunt house at yishun ..
pack all moii thing le .. tired n lay on th bed sms shagua ..
Make her upset n cry agn ):
didnt purposely ask her abt th past ..
i care i want to know ... haix
...
Everytime i listen .. to moi blog second piano song (:
i alway cry n feel alone ..
Haaas , yeah ytd i cry again (: cause i leave singapore soon.
going back to moii taiwan le (: but i dun bear to leave apart with moi shagua ..
If i know her early .. she wont get so hurt by that time ..
i know she's lonely somehow .. i alway wanted to compani her ..
to cheer her up .. make her happy . sorry if im too caring (: she's afraid .
3 more day to moi birdday .. i guess noOne going celebrate with mee .. so let that day be moi boring day ..
Going be busi helping moi ma to pack up .. (:
14nov or 19 nov .
How fast ..
sad..
Tell mee ..
Ni ai wo ma ?
Im scaree .. i alway alone at home ..
ytd afternoon ): i start to fall a sick . feel very cold n shivering whole day .
i wore a jacket and rest .. night tym chat half way to ally ..
i fainted from th bad to th floor o.o
im scaree , noone by moi side ): suddenly couldnt hear anything ..
jus know moi eye is getting darker n darker ..
around 3+ moi mum woke mee up .. she tot im sleeping :/
didnt told her i faint actually .. guess im abit fine now (:
so dun worry yeah ^^
Today morning 10+ wake up ..
brush teeth n took 1 hour bath agn ~ Lol .
after that went to find any medicine - but dun have .
so i drink water niah :x
Hahah .. i too pig liao that why sick easily ):
Guess NoOne care weather im dead not (:
So wish to faint peacefully n die in tat way .
No pain at all ^^
.: Sushi :.
Am i alway alone ?
walking alone ?
(: Jus now play y8.com lurh :/
i noe it childish butt really sian mah .. no choice T.T wuwu~
Haahaas ..
didn't do anythin much .. at home be pig (OINK)
.:Sushi:.
Thank ally for helping mee (:
Jiayou for your exam today ^^v
morning Morning x) wakakaka
finally got moi own blogger leh :p But duno will alway update mah :x
Today wake up at around 10+ (: eat some cereal and daydreamin ..
nth much lurhs ,after that have moi sweet bath for 1 hour agn xD wakakakaka
Ltr den post agn :x
Now eating in progess Haaas (:
.: Sushi :.
Wow >.> Moi first blog .
so fast done -.-
